HELP!

The Mealoaf concert was AMAZING! I had a proper fabulous time! Trying to get there was a nightmare though. Normally when I go to Sheffield for a concert I don’t leave til 6 – 6.30 but Mum talked me into going at 5.30 and it’s a good job she did! We were in Sheffield for 6 pm but it took until 6.45 to get from Meadowhall to the arena… the traffic was backed up! Then got to the car park and that was full but they’d not put a diversion or anything on so I ended up doing a dodgy u-turn in the middle of this busy road! Great! Finally got parked a bit further down (which was actually easier for getting out!) and we went straight to the arena, cos we were going to go for a drink but it was throwing it down and everywhere was rammed… So got inside the arena and it was so full, ya just couldn’t move! The crowds were just pushing ya along whether ya needed to go that way or not! I hate crowds like that… it scares me with the Hillsborough Disaster and that… So I went and sat straight down and mum & my auntie got us a drink! The support came on at about 7.30 and she was quite good… it was Marion Raven (who duets with Meatloaf on ‘Its All Coming Back to Me’) and then the man himself came on at 8.15 so there was no waiting around! He was proper AMAZING! He’s so funny on stage as well as being an amazing performer! And boy, did ya get ya moneys worth! Like I said, he came on at 8.15 and didn’t go off until 10.55 pm – with no intervals! Talk about energetic! So a great night was had by all!!

 Didn’t really do much yesterday. Had a chilled out day! Watched the series finale of Lost though and I’m well fooked off with it! Can’t believe they left it like that… and it int on now for almost a year! I have a theory though…. I think Jack’s ‘flashbacks’ that were in fact of the future it turned out… were being seen by Desmond (cos he gets these premonitions) and he’s gonna go to Jack and tell him not to leave the Island… thus saving the day! I know that won’t make much sense to those (crazy) people that don’t watch it… but that’s what I think! 

I’m having a little bit of a dilemma at the moment and I could use some moral guidance…. Yesterday I saw my mum’s fella driving, with another woman in the car that I didn’t recognise… She was about my mum’s age with really dark hair. Add that to the fact that all of a sudden, these past few weeks, he’s started ‘working away’ 2 – 3 nights a week. Now he works for the same company as my Uncle and I know they travel a lot, but never known them to work away… And…. Andy told me he took mum’s fella down town on Sunday when we went to Meatloaf… but when we got back he was in the local and said he’d been there all night… So I’m thinking the worst now… that he’s cheating. So the dilemma is, do I tell my mum? That may seem like a silly question, but I’ve been in a similar situation with mum before when she was seeing a convicted criminal (and we’re not just talking burglary here… it was proper serious shit) and I said I didn’t agree with it, especially when she was letting him near my sister… and on one occasion, Abigail… but it was me that ended up being in the wrong according to her… I was just trying to ruin her life and I didn’t want her to be happy etc etc and I anticipate a similar response if I bring this up… so What Do I Do? HELP!

Meatloaf concert – Tonight!

Always one to keep me on my toes… Twathoop didn’t turn up here last night! I’m a little gutted to be honest… I really wanted to see him… but, hey that’s the way it goes! My only worry now is… I’m going out tonight (I kept forgetting to blog it, I’m off to see Meatloaf tonight with my mum & auntie… uber excited about that, I’m a HUGE meatloaf fan!) and the babysitter is coming to have Abigail, now I know for a fact that twathoop is out all day with the neighbour… so what if he turns up tonight while the babysitter is here and scares the living shit out of her? I’ve text him and said don’t bother turning up here tonight, I’m not in and the babysitters here, but the next time he listens to me will be the first, so I think I’m gonna have to fore warn the babysitter…. Bless her! She’ll never want to babysit again will she?? 

I’m going down to Mum’s for dinner in a mo… She’s not doing a proper Sunday dinner cos we’re going out later… so we’re having sausage, egg & chips!!! Mmmm Mmmm!! Then gonna do fook all this afternoon, til its time to go! Might watch Mission Impossible that’s on later!!! Yay!! 

Catch ya later…. X x  X x X

You won’t believe it but…. I’m Happy Today!

I’m a very happy bunny today, for a whole host of reasons. (Put the bloody flags out I hear you cry… she’s not moaning for once!) Firstly, the new washer is AMAZING. The one that I had originally was not in stock as I think I might have said, so I’ve got one that would normally cost £100 more than mine did, but for no extra cost to me (well I should think not after the debacle I’ve been through with that one!) and its loads better than the old one. My old one was not especially fast, I always do my washing on a Friday night, so it’s washed, dried and ironed ready for Monday. Now, with the old washer I normally got 2 loads done on Friday night, meaning I still had two to do Saturday morning… As well as any extra I had to do, like bedding, towels etc. But with the new washer… I got it all done last night… its just sooo quick!! I realise this is not the most exciting nugget of information you’re likely to hear, but it makes my life easier! Lol!! 

Secondly, I’ve had my official letter from HR confirming my new job, hours and money… and the money is more than I thought… so RESULT! Its getting a little scary now, I’ve emptied my drawers at work, and I’ve only got 4 days left to work! I know I’m gonna be sooo sad to leave on Friday… I’m bound to cry! 

Thirdly, I have received more good news today, something I was worried about, that I now don’t need to be… so that’s put a smile on my face! 

And last, but by no means least…. Twathoop came to see me last night…. He’d text and said he couldn’t come round cos he’d had a drink but then at about 10.30 he text and said he was waiting for his mum to go to bed (bless, she fair worries about him you know… when he was here on Saturday, she rang him about 42 times cos he’d not gone home) and he was gonna come round… and he did. I hadn’t gone to Sue’s for the Chinese… not really sure why, but she never text so I assumed her and Andy wanted to spend some time together with him just coming back from Magaluf… But I had polished off a  bottle of wine to myself…. Ooops! We had a lovely night, and he slept over. He’s out tonight with the neighbour, and he said he’ll probably come back here… At least he’s gave me a little bit of fore warning this time hey? That’s gotta be progress… Lol! Although, knowing him, now he’s said it, he probably won’t bother coming! Grrr… Boys! 

So all in all I’m very happy today! Gonna go and have a bath now, and beautify myself, then I think I’m gonna head into town to get some new work clothes for the new job! 

Catch ya later…. X x X x X

On My Own…..

It seems the Champions League Glory that I craved was not to be. Gerrard & Co put in a sterling performance and to be fair, they didn’t deserve to lose on the night. They played really well in the first half, then A C Milan went and scored that flukey goal in the dying seconds of the half, and I’m sorry, it has to be said, call me bitter and twisted if you want, the ball came off the strikers arm…. That’s a hand ball!!! Should’ve been disallowed!! Anyway…. Liverpool seemed slightly disheartened in the second half. They had a couple of good chances, but then Rafa started making some very odd changes… I don’t like to question Rafa, cos, clearly the man knows more about football than I do… but bringing Harry Kewell on, really?? The man has played about 45 minutes of football all season… Why would ya risk it in the final, he’s worth a goal for the other side every time he steps on the pitch! So I almost recovered from that shocker, when he then takes off Mascherano, who, all game had done an amazing job of shutting down Kaka. So he comes off, and guess what, Kaka makes a devastating run through and… it’s 2 – 0! Great!! Then, 4 minutes to go, 2 – 0 down, what does he do, bring on a shocking defender… to what? Defend the 2 – 0 deficit we have going on?? Just what we need! Liverpool did get one back, and I think if we’d just had a couple more minutes we’d have equalised! But, what will be will be, there’s always next year! Poor Stevie G was gutted though… Bless him!! 

In good news though… The Washers Sorted!!!! It seems the idiots at Currys finally got their acts together and it was delivered today. All that’s left to do is try it, so fingers crossed… But surely after all the crap I’ve been through with this washer, I must be in for some good luck now!! 

Still not heard anything from Twathoop, I’ve been thinking about this whole mess all day and I’ve come to the conclusion, I can’t deny my feelings, you can’t chose or control who you fall in love with, and even if I could, I’m not sure that I’d want to, I mean, where would the excitement in that be? So it’s time to refer to another of my favourite Musical Songs that I’ve been singing to myself all day, this one is from ‘Les Miserables’ and it about sums up how I’m feeling about the whole situation at the moment: 

On my own…..Pretending he’s beside me…..All alone……I walk with him til morning….Without him, I feel his arms around me….And when I lose my way, I close my eyes and he has found me 

In the rain….The pavement shines like silver….All the lights are misty in the river…..In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight…. And all I see is him and me forever and forever 

And I know it’s only in my mind….That I’m talking to myself and not to him….And although I know that he is blind….Still I say… there’s a way for us 

I love him…But when the night is over…He is gone….The rivers just a river….Without him, the world around me changes….The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers  I love him…. But everyday I’m learning….All my life…. I’ve only been pretending….Without me, his world will go on turning….The world is full of happiness that I have never known I love him….I love him….I love him…..But only on my own Like I said, that pretty much sums up how I feel.  Nat’s coming over tonight, so hopefully I’ll be able to talk to her about all this, see what she makes of it! Should be a good laugh again. I’m still hoping that maybe twathoop will come round seeing as he’s off work but I doubt very much he will. I’ve come to realise that I can’t predict him!! Anyway, Catch Ya Later X x X x X

Champions League Final Night

Well, the big night has finally arrived. That’s right people… It’s the Champions League Final tonight!! I’m so excited to watch it it’s unreal. It’s only 11 am and I’ve already got the butterflies in the stomach! I am quietly confident that Liverpool can pull it off though, although I do fear it will come down to a penalty shoot out, meaning me, and Dad will be on the verge of a heart attack!

I’ve seen several ‘likely line ups’ in the papers over the last few days, including, Crouch & Kuyt up front, Kuyt up front with Gerrard playing off him… Bellamy and Crouch, Bellamy and Kuyt… So I reckon Rafa’s keeping it close to his chest. I hope he plays Crouch & Kuyt up front, or Crouch with Gerrard playing off him. This seems to be the formation that’s got us where we are, so why change now. Although with Rafa, ya just never know. Rafa’s also quietly confident, and Stevie G has been loudly confident! Rafa thinks that AC’s desire to right the wrong they think was done to them in 2005 will lead to them getting frustrated and making a mistake and I think he could be right! I hope it’s an interesting game (not like that poop at the FA Cup Final on Saturday!) but I think it might be a boring 0-0 draw, cos the teams will cancel each other out. Hopefully we won’t be 3 – 0 down at half time like 2 years ago though!! Abigail is sleeping at Mum’s so Dad and me are going to the pub to watch it. I’m really looking forward to it, I’ve been a bit down lately (as some of my friends will know) so I think a good night out will perk me up a bit! And, when they won in 2005 I went out to watch it and the atmosphere was amazing, so hopefully it’ll be the same tonight… got my new shirt to wear so I’m all kitted out!! Bring It On… The Cup’s coming back to Anfield where it belongs! So make sure you’re all cheering on the boys tonight… whether you’re Liverpool fans or not, they’re an English side in the Champions League Final… Give them your support!! 

There’s been some proper mint flags on the Liverpool website that the fans are taking out to Athens… Here’s just a few of them….

     

In other news, still at War with Currys. The incompetent imbeciles were supposed to be sending me the paper out for my new washer so I can arrange the delivery, but have they? Have they fook!!! So looks like I’m going up to the shop again tonight before I go out… they’ll be in for it though.  

Unsurprisingly, I haven’t heard anything from twathoop, I know for a fact he ant got no credit, and things with the happy couple next door to me have been worse than ever so he’s not been up to train. I know he’s off work now until next Tuesday so hopefully I’ll see him at some point, he did say Saturday that he’d come up tomorrow, but he was drunk at the time so we’ll see! That’s all for now, hopefully I’ll be blogging in the morning with pictures of a victorious Liverpool and Stevie G lifting the cup!!!

In love… And totally depressed about it??!?

Apologies for the lack of blogging recently…. I’ve had one of those weeks! I booked Thursday off work at the last minute (i.e. Wednesday afternoon) cos I had to go somewhere, and I didn’t particularly want to be at work, before or after! I went anyway and it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be – don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t my idea of fun – and the news wasn’t bad either, gotta wait a few days for confirmation but looks like I had a lucky escape! I didn’t do much Thursday afternoon, then in the evening, I went round to see Jodie. Had a proper laugh as always and I told her I was going to go and see her Friday morning at work – she’s a hairdresser – and she told me she’d got a Dr’s appointment, so Friday morning, I ended up taking Jodie to the Dr’s and then into work so she could do my hair! I’ve had it coloured red…. And boy is it Red!! I don’t like it to be honest, but red fades quite quickly so hopefully in a few weeks it’ll have toned down slightly!! 

Then it’s Friday night… and PARTY time!! I took Abigail to my mum’s at 7 and she slept there. I went straight down to Sue’s and we had the most amazing night EVER!! It was a laugh from start to end!! There were only about 8 of us there but it was brilliant!! I got absolutely off my tree drunk!! At about midnight most folk went home and there was me, our Sue and her mate Mel left… Mel is the funniest person I have ever met… she’s such a laugh but so nice too! Then Mel’s hubby came and gatecrashed and he’s mint to! I ended up having a bit of a heart to heart with Boney (that’s Mel’s hubby) which is slightly odd considering I’ve never really spoke to him before apart from ‘hey up’ and that! He’s big mates with the next door neighbour (who will no longer be referred to as sexy as I hate him, for reasons that are about to become clear…) and apparently whatever twathoop has shared with Grant about the ins and out of the… shall we say…. Intimate details between me and him (I was not best impressed that twathoop had said owt, but like Sue says, men talk about their love lives as much as women and the neighbour is twathoops best mate…) the neighbour has felt the need to share it with Boney, and half the village, but not only that, told them all, that he (the neighbour) is gonna come round to mine, cos I do what his wife won’t do!!! How very dare he??? How disrespectful, not only to me, but also to his wife?? So now half the village knows what I do, and don’t do in that department…. Mint!! So the neighbour is now on my ever growing ‘hit list’ he’s got it to come from me….but also from Sue! Anyway, apart from that little blip, like I said it was a killer night… I didn’t leave Sue’s til 5 am!! Oh yes, that’s right people, the sun was up, before I came home!! Needless to say, I was proper hanging out my arse Saturday morning…. Good old mum though, took Abigail to Morrisons for some breakfast and while she went shopping so she didn’t come home til midday!!  

We went out Saturday, to Chesterfield but I was soooo knackered and rough I had to ring my Dad to pick me up at 9.30…. Light weight or what?? So I ended up, sat on my sofa at 11 pm, with my full going out make up but wearing my pyjama’s… proper sobbing! Not even totally sure why… obviously the tiredness didn’t help and also it was the dreaded anniversary Sunday (which, I’m happy to report, I survived, if ya can call sobbing and having a panic attack for most of the day surviving)… anyway I haven’t cried that much in god knows how long… then who’s at my door…twathoop, I couldn’t even say anything, I was crying that much and he just came in and sat down and held me while I sobbed like a maniac… sexy huh!! He kept asking what was wrong but I couldn’t even speak.. he was soooo nice to me and I know I should have been soooo angry with him but I just wasn’t. I think I just have to resign myself to the fact that I won’t say no to him… and as much as it pains me to admit it… I think I love him and I genuinely believe there is nothing worse than loving someone and knowing that they don’t feel the same way. But, I’m sick of thinking about it, sick of wanting to be strong and failing so I’m just gonna have to get on with it until something happens to change things, this is the way its gonna be…. Which, pretty much means, living in misery between him coming round doesn’t it? He was talking his usual drunken stuff about how much he likes me, misses me, how he’s sorry that he acts like a cunt with me etc etc.. But I know now that, that doesn’t change anything! Things remain the same and like I said, I think I just need to get used to that!

Washer update for ya… After telling me on Tuesday that it was dead and someone would ring me in ‘a couple of days’ , by Friday, I still hadn’t heard from them so I ring up. They told me that they were going to replace it and gave me an uplift number to take to Currys. So off I trotted, thought it would be a quick job…. But, how wrong was I?? Got there explained everything and he said, oh yes… we can sort that for you no problem. An hour and a half later I discover that’s a lie. My washer was not in stock so they sorted a different one out (a better one but no extra charge to me I might add… Result!) then the twat was running about for an hour trying to find this elusive ‘code’ (that’s as much as he told me). Then he comes to me at 5 pm, bearing in mind I’ve been there since 3.30 pm and tells me I don’t actually need to be there, he’ll ring me when its sorted, which he assures me will be before he finishes at 5.30 pm! So I had to get Abigail a Burger King tea in order for her to be ready to go to my mum’s. Got home and the twat from Curry’s rang me… Had he sorted it… had he fook!! I’ll ring ya at 11.30 am Miss Hammond. Ok. Did he ring…. Did he fook… So I tried ringing them… no cunt answered. So I go to the shop. Bearing in mind this is Saturday when I’d had no sleep, I lost it in the shop… he looks up, sees me and says ‘oh, errr, I, errr I was just gonna ring ya’ ‘WAS YA’ I shout! Had they sorted it… Had they fook! The number they needed to ring to get this ‘code’ was closed til today… Somebody will ring ya Monday morning… so I had a proper paddy, not had a washer for a month… etc etc etc!! Did someone ring me this morning…. Did they fook! It was 2.30 pm this afternoon when they rung… And guess what…. They had sorted it out!!! Hooray!! So, hopefully, my new washer will be here on Thursday… barring further stupidity from Currys!!!  Wow! That’s a long one… but it’s been a long weekend! Back to work tomorrow…. Oh Joy!! Catch ya Later X x X x X

5 portions of Gravy

Nat came over last night as planned, it was a really good night. We had a proper good chat, more than we ever could at work with the dragons watching over us!! We ordered a takeaway from the chippy that delivers. We decided to have burgers and chips and Nat wanted some gravy. So I ring up to order, and seeing as they’re all Chinese, trying to make them understand what you want is a trial in its self. I said ‘can I have a cheese burger in a cob please?’ and he said ‘you want a chip burger in a cob?’ I said no, a cheeseburger. So we’d cleared that one up, then I said ‘can I have a side portion of gravy’ he said ‘you want 5 portions of gravy?’ I say, no, 1 side portion. So the food turns up and guess what…. We have indeed got 5 portions of Gravy! Why the bleeding hell, would we want 5 portions of gravy with 3 burgers?? Anyway, it gave us a laugh! And, we had a lovely time. Hopefully it’ll become a regular thing now we’re no longer working together! 

Remember a few blogs ago I said my washing machine was broken? Well it still is!! I’ve been 3 weeks without a washer now. They came out to it originally and said the twats a Curry’s, that I’d paid to plumb the washer in, had done it wrong, they’d connected the hot water pipe to the cold and the cold water pipe to the hot, causing it to short out. So they changed the pipes around and said the washer needed a new circuit board but it was ok to use it. So I use it as normal, then it starts making the must horrendous noise and vibrating all over the place, so much so, that one of the plates that was on the draining board fell off and smashed. Then I put some bedding in the washer over night, I got up the next morning and the washer was literally in the middle of the kitchen floor, having vibrated itself out from under the work top, surrounded by all this black dust!!! So I thought it was probably best not to use it after that!! They’ve been out to it today and said its f**ked basically!! So I’m still without a washer!! I’ve now got to wait ‘a couple of days’ for them to get in touch and say whether they’re going to repair it, or swap it! But either way I can’t see this being resolved within the next week can you?? Excellent!! That means carting more washing to mummies over the weekend!!  If I haven’t heard from them by Friday, I’ll be ringing them and giving them a piece of my mind… Cos Mum’s been dealing with it so far with me being at work! They’ll be very sorry if I do have to ring, the mood I’m in this week! 

My week just keeps getting better and better! It’s true what they say, when it rains… it pours!! Somebody get me a shocking umbrella for f**ks sake!

Oh I’m on one now!

Oh I’m on one now… Following what can only be described as a shite weekend with twathoop, I then ‘discovered’ something last night that has increased my anger levels exponentially. As a result of this, I have now got to go through something, that I have absolutely no desire to go through… All because of him!! I swear down, if things with this ‘discovery’ turn out the way I have a feeling they’re going to (with my luck lately, it can only be bad news can’t it?) I will kill the bastard! I mean that… I won’t be able to stop myself I’ll kill him! Even thinking about him now makes me feel physically sick so I don’t imagine I’ll be seeing him any time soon. I can see me losing it with him if he even comes on the street to train! I’m so angry that he has put me in this position! I realise that’s all a little cryptic… but I’m not going into any more detail than that.

 Apart from my ‘discovery’ yesterday was relatively quiet. I watch Any Dream Will Do and Grease is the Word, which I had recorded Saturday night, thoroughly enjoyed both of them! Abigail went for her tea at mums, so I had a little ride up to Burger King and treated myself to a drive-thru!! Mmmm Mmmm, really enjoyed that too!! My Dad kept me up to date with the Liverpool match, I was on the phone to him and the Kop was singing ‘You’ll Never Walk Alone’ dead loud cos it was Robbie Fowler’s last home game for Liverpool, it was so emotional and poignant, it brought a tear to the eye! They really are the best fans in the world… where else would you get a send of like that? Hopefully he’ll feature in the Champions League Final and we’ll be able to give him a proper send off, with a winners medal!  

Tonight, I’ve got to take my sisters inhaler over to her at her respite place (how lucky am I?), Cos Mum forgot to get her repeat prescription! Then later on this evening, Nat’s coming over to see me, we’re going to have a takeaway! I’m really looking forward to it, I haven’t seen her since last Wednesday and it was her first day at Tesco today! 

I went over to see Chelle on Saturday too, I’m so glad I can talk about her good news now she’s blogged it!! My mum had knitted her a little cardigan that I took over to her! It was soooo cute and tiny!! It was really nice to see her and have a catch up. We’d not been able to mail at work cos she’s been poorly sick (Feel better soon mate!), so we had loads to talk about. I’m proper made up for Her & Matt and I know they’ll make fantastic parents! Congratulations again mate!! Love ya! 

Catch ya later!! X x X x X

Another turbulent weekend for the topsy turvy love life!

Talk about the twists and turns of my bloody life. I text twathoop Friday night to see if he was coming over, he text me back and said he might be going out to watch the football at the club and if he did he’d come round after… but shockingly I never heard from him after that. So I was slightly annoyed, for a change and I decided I was sick of constantly chasing him and that so I left it at that. Then, yesterday afternoon he text me, proper having a go, asking if I’d said owt to that lass that was involved in all the trouble months ago cos he’d asked her why she’d not been talking to him and she’d said someone had told her that he’d been calling her. I’d got a few issues with this…. 1. Why was he bothered that she wasn’t talking to him? And 2. I’ve already told him, on several occasions that I haven’t said owt to anyone about him or her. So I was quite mad and text back ‘I’ve told ya before I ant said nowt to no one, as far as I know, no one in the village knows ya’ve been back here so don’t come blaming me!’ to which he replied, he wasn’t blaming me?!?!? WTF?? He thinks he knows who its come from but he wanted to ask me first!! I was getting more and more annoyed by this time! Basically he was bull shitting me… For a change! I text him back and said ‘Don’t bring me into any of this shit, I don’t want nowt to do with none of ya. At the end of the day, they’re all pathetic and have no life of their own, so they talk about other folk and cause trouble, leave me out of it’ and he then said he was going to stay away from the village for a bit cos he didn’t want none of the trouble?!?!? (Funnily enough though, it’s now the morning after and he’s just pulled up outside my shocking house to go next door, so clearly that was more bull shit as an excuse to not come round here, but to be perfectly honest, after yesterday, he weren’t f**king invited anyway!!) So I just left it with him. Seems to me, that since he turned up here that Sunday, he’s done nothing but cause me fucking trouble! He stands need telling anyone about keeping their mouth shut, seeing as he opened his gob and nearly got me in the shit last week! Grr!!  

I’d been and showed our Sue the message so she was a livid as I was (so was our Andy funnily enough) so I text her and filled her in on everything else he’d said, and she came down and we ended up going through two bottles of wine, after which I felt slightly better. We came to the conclusion, in our drunken wisdom that certain lads must get an extra lesson in school that we don’t know about… ‘How to head-fuck women’ as some of them just seems to have it down to a fine art!! 

I was well pissed at this point anyway, and on Friday I’d received a message from an old ‘friend’ and ignored it, but I was in desperate need of some company so I text him. True to form, he dropped everything and came round. It was just what I needed I think… We sat and had a laugh at the Eurovision (Didn’t we do well?) and he ended up staying most of the night. I know that probably wasn’t the healthiest way to make me feel better, but it worked and I think to a certain extent I’ve realised that I don’t NEED twathoop, I can get mine elsewhere, thanks very much! 

So there ya have it, as the title says, another turbulent weekend in the topsy turvy love life of me! Hopefully tonight will be a quiet one!! And I’m now on the countdown for next weekend.. when Andy’s away! We’ve booked the taxi’s for Saturday night and everything’s sorted for Friday… Oh bring on the numbness that being blind drunk brings!! Lol!! Catch ya Later! X x X x X

Whisky Dreams

A quick dream update for you…. I dreamt last night that I was drinking neat Whisky straight from the bottle (which is odd because I don’t even like whisky and I haven’t drunk it since I was about 15!). I’d completely forgot about this until I someone at work mentioned whisky for one reason or another, so I decided to look up the interpretation of this one and it is as follows:

 To see whisky in bottles, symbolizes your alertness, carefulness and protective nature. To dream that you are drinking whisky, suggests that your selfishness will cost you your friends. Alternatively, it represents your lack of self-confidence. You are trying to escape the responsibilities of your everyday life.

I think the bit about trying to escape responsibilities is the most appropriate to me, don’t ya think? Or is there something my friends would like to tell me about me being selfish…..?