50 things about me

1. I had a baby when I was 17
2.  I’m 21, and I get scared sometimes about how grown up I have to be.
3. I hate that I’m not as close to my mum as I use to be
4. I love how close I am to my dad
5. I cry at ridiculous things but not things that really matter
6. I won’t let anyone in as I’m too scared to be left alone again
7. I have a scar across my stomach from having a caesarean
8. I spent 5 weeks in hospital while having Abigail
9. I have a half brother who stole from me
10.  I have had my heart broken once
11.  I hate my body
12.  I miss my Grandma incredibly
13.  I worry about Abigail feeling rejected by her family
14.  I believe certain TV series are real and think I know the characters personally (Lost, 24, The OC and ER)
15.  I hate being alone
16.  I love pasta and could eat it everyday without getting bored
17.  In theory I want marriage and more children
18.  I’d like a tattoo but I’m too scared to get one
19.  I love piercings and once had one in a ‘private’ place
20.  I’m very good at hiding my true feelings which is not always a good thing
21.  I had to have braces to straighten my teeth
22.  I fall for (the wrong) men too easily
23.  I have a cousin who is more like my sister and I really couldn’t live without her.
24.  I crave approval for almost everything I do.
25.  I feel guilty about working full time and leaving Abigail
26.  I love Chinese food
27.  I have broken my wrists 4 times, my ankle once and had to have my little finger pinned because I’m so clumsy.
28.   I love football… especially Liverpool FC
29.  I find Peter Crouch quite attractive
30.   I have a disabled sister
31.  I have a beautiful Nephew
32.  I have never tried drugs but started drinking when I was 12
33.  I worry too much about what people think of me
34.   I’m very proud of Abigail and all she does
35.  I love my new house
36.   I love to read
37.  I keep a diary
38.   I have a scar on my eyebrow where my sister hit me with a golf club while playing crazy golf
39.  I love family holidays
40.   I failed my driving test 3 times
41.  I hate my job
42.   I only have a handful of ‘true friends’
43.   I’m jealous that my younger sister is getting married before me
44.   I’m very self reliant and hate to depend on anybody
45.   I think that I’ve slept with too many people
46.  I have a tendency to over share (obviously) but I hate a lot of people knowing too much about me
47.   I feel responsible about something that happened to me a long time ago even though I know it wasn’t my fault.
48.   I don’t have a middle name
49.  I hate being left out of ANYTHING
50. I absolutely hate it whne people call me Kirsty instead of Kristy